Ghost Of The Girl

I do trust that bright and sunny days can make a fool out of you.

So this is a truthful take, of my reality.

Growing up, I felt like I always had to be apologetic for my existence.

People said hurtful and mean things… when you are a kid words like those can literally damage you for life.

I’m wired differently and I tend to be more of an introvert.

” I’ve done that whole people mingling thing” and I almost didn’t survive it, so loner it is.

ps- I hate being vulnerable so I avoid such situations.

Depression is a sad reality of life and personally, I detest it. I’ve had a few years of experience with depression and I had sworn to myself that I’d never go back there, but the reality is I did fall back into depression but this time it was different, I had support.

I want to be better sooner rather than later so I can help others who are struggling with the same things that I am or have.

I have done hurtful things to expel the pain from my system and yet, the only thing that did was make me hate myself for being weak.

I’ve been writing poetry for not too long a while now but I have to take a break from it and focus on something else because my mind is not a safe haven for me right now and I don’t want to write dark stuff anymore.

I’m working towards getting better and I am so grateful that I have the kind of support that I have.

So I do trust that I will definitely pull through this.

So here is to making future happy posts and finally kicking depression’s butt.

 If you are dealing with depression please reach out to

someone you trust or get professional help, dealing

with it all on your own isn’t that good of an idea because it can always end up being too much of a burden for you.